::hoping for the best::

thinking.and.thinking.and.thinking.again.

its hard for you..

it even hard for me.

yet.

im still re-thinking.

i just hope for the best.

dear God,

please guide me.

i only can rely on You.

for this thing.

which i hardly decide.

only You know.

what is best for me.

every now and then.

amin.