::dad..i miss you so much::

how i wish..
you will be beside me..
lend me your strength..
and give me a warm smile..
comfort me with warm touch..
hug and kiss me..
console me when im depress..
with your words and advise..

how i wish..
you always be there..
and lend me your shoulder..
just like you used to..
or laugh and cry..
together..

how i wish..
i can see you..
just like before..
but of course
i can't..
because you already in heaven..


all i can do now..
i just pray..and pray..and pray..
always..and like i used to..
since the last day i saw you..

i will not forget your smile..
your warm face..
your warm touch..
your nice words..
your advise..
i will always pray for you..daddy..

i love you so much..even i hardly articulate, but you know..deep down inside my heart is where you belong..

ps: i am daddy's daughter..