::wild child::

thing going pretty wild today.i dunno where else to stand.im stuck.in the state i dont belong too.i hate being like this.there is no reason for behaving like this.this is not true.not true at all.im dreaming..am i??

owh..i hate when im stuck between my mind and my feeling.if i always the one who should be blame..and what about you??if im the one who always dont know how to take care of your feeling..and what about you??dont you think we are in the same boat??

right now..im wanna ask you to do this.i take care my business and you yourself take care of yours. i dont want to get involved in every single thing about you anymore.you should know the consequences for your behaviour toward others in the very beginning.and now..its too late dear. fuck.i hate you lah.

ps:encek setan.sila jangan hasut-hasut saya lagi.saya masih waraslah.dah.berambus sana kau.

::berani atau tidak::

thats enough.this is the last.no more after this.you want this right??want to finish it this way.ill give it to you.dont worry much.you gain no pain.no pain at all.trust me.

ps:wanna punch and hit you right in your fucking face.only if i dare so..

::childish::

skang aku tertekan.sometimes i just dont understand why.why the behaviour like that.so childish. if it was me.it wasnt an issue.at all.i cant believe this kind of people really exist in this world.omg.

fuck all that.you can do what you want to do.fuck other people.you dont beg for their money to support you.to feed you.so why give a damn care??stop thinking negativela.wake up please.you not immature idiot.arent you??

we dont need anyone who like to stick up their asshole around and pretend like you are the bestfriend.fuck it!like i dont who you really are.backstabber!!!

ps:sila jangan mencampuri urusan saya lagi.entry ini bukan untuk didie.sila jangan perasan ye sayangku??

::friends for::

-lovely-

::credit to owner of this pic::

its been a long time since i didnt see her neither other friends of mine.since i left school.even we are so close..live nearby..we didnt have much time to hanging around.like we used too.i really miss them.so much.they are what i called the best friends forever.

we understand each other.we support each other.we like to do thing together.we hate people who didnt respect our right or the others right.we live in our own world.we created the world where there is no one can harm us.

we did everything together.from lying for a bahulu.being sarcastic.being racist.*swear to God,you wouldn believe what we have done before* picnic.cycling.gossiping.bully others.and we have so much fun together..arent we??it was a great years.ang awesome experience.we did changed our present on our big day.yeah.we often collected money from the three of us to gave the present to the other one.

there was two on july while the rest on september.nope.actually there always the three of us who stick together.within good and bad.there always us.i miss you guys.when we can gather together again ya??

do you guys remember the promise that we made??to see in other in five years after the SPM?? now.its more than 5 years.its already 7 years.and we still couldnt find the right time to gather.owh..well i hope you guys do well in your life.

live long and prosper=]

missed all the memories that remain in mind.frindship till end of life.

::ayubeckham::eta::ayeenaini::lieya::

::rat+lizard=my public enemies.::

hey you.pls leave me alone.dont dare too disturb my life.this is too much.i cant handle it anymore. i warned you already.and now..im declare a war with you.fucking jerk..

you are not welcome here.pls stop bugging me psiko..you took all my food.you bite my bag.and you leave a mess.owh shyt.fuck u..wait till i tell the management to chase you out.at that time you will know who rules this room..wahahahhahahah~

::bahan bukti kejadian::

::mangsa ketiga::

::mangsa kedua::

::mangsa pertama::

ps: to ed..pls take ur spesies-look-a-like outta my room.si ba alif ba ya ni semakin mengganas skang..sakit hati aku.

::epi bdae to me::

::bdae cake with sugardoll::

secret recipe bukit bintang.

24-july-09

wawawawa..

im getting older folks..

sob..sob..sob..

but nevermind..

as long as my soul is always younger than the age..

i have no problem with that..

wakakakakkaka~..

::tempted::

::yummy::

::ice-cream::

::didie with the cake::

::starving kan??::

::it wasnt a bdae present..but a lil gift from a frieds..daus::

ps:to those who texted.called.and commented on my page.ur are most welcome.thanks for those wishes that u guys gived.may us lives longer and stay healthier and wealthier forever..wahaha~

::the idea::

::hell..hot body huh?::

there is no word to speak up.

so i just silence.

there is no one here with me.

so i just sit tight alone.

there is no one to share.

so i just keep it all by myself.

there is no paper to write.

so i just type with my laptop.

there is no sound to listen.

so i just make my own sound.

there is no money to spend.

so i just go to along bukit beruntung.

there is no internet connection.

so i just maki all the time.

there is no idea to write.

how i want to update my blog??

demn!

ps:there is something in my mind and i just cant let it out.how??

::lets rock and roll::

go holiday..and WASTING ur MONEY..=]

::went to the zoo::

- visiting our animal..*the animal is damn sick*

::trip tp cameron highlands::

- lets pick tea leaves and strawberry.*yummy*

::watching muvie::

- marathon please..

::trip to port DICKson::

- interaction for the KTRian new club members.

::going back to hometown::

- miss mom.aymaan.and all.

::birthday present??::

- oke.thats enough.

::boleh atau tidak::

::terbalek-balek::

i cant think.

i cant work.

i cant lead.

i cant follow.

i cant act.

i cant speak.

i cant hide.

i cant show.

i'm so fuck up.

0_o

::honeymoon yuk::

::give me F for FUCK::

burp..bile mahu honeymoon kawan-kawan??kerja makin bertambah.duet semakin susut.barang semakin mahal.nilai semakin kurang.ape lagi yang tinggal??

cuma hutang dengan ukm semakin naek.kan jpa dah baya??pe lagi yang kau mahu ha kak chah? cibet.tidak boleh berpoya-poya sudah.

ps: oke.aku mahu tempah kubur sekarang.ada sape2 mahu ikot?

::matilah kau::

fuck off.im fucking hate u.get loss from my world.or else..i will kill u.bloodyfool.demn.dont force me to so ya??i warn u already.why u just kept bothering me??i never bugging ur fucking life??did i??

no right??so..please stop following me.please stop.just stop it.morons.

g mati kau dengan aman.aku xmau campur urusan kau.cicak bodoh.

ps: dah.jangan nak semak2 atas katil aku lagik.aku xsuka kau.paham.

::owh si SETAN..kau akan MATI jugak::

saya mahu dia bersemadi sahaja.benci.saya benci dia.mengada-ngada saja lagaknya.werk.saya hairan.sangat-sangat hairan.kenapa orang sperti dia boleh muncul dalam hidup saya??saya tidak perlukan dia untuk bersama-sama menempuh alam kehidupan ini.

saya bahagia dengan cara hidup saya sekarang ini.tapi mengapa dia berterus-terusan melakukan provokasi yang sedemikian rupa??perlukah saya merejam sahaja dia sebagai balasan tindakan nya itu??

owh.saya yang malang kerana bertemu dengan dia.saya kira dia sahabat yang bagus.ternyata saya silap dalam menilai dirinya yang sebenar.saya tertipu dengan luaran dirinya yang senantiasa segak dan kemas.rupanya yang seakan-akan tiada satu dosa pun yang pernah menyentuh wajahnya.kerenahnya yang seakan-akan kanak-kanak itu juga merupakan satu perisai untuk hati haiwannya.busuknya dia tidak pernah akan terhidu oleh ahli masyarakat.ya..aku benci dia.

untuk sekian kalinya.aku menyumpah agar dia menerima pembalasan yang seadilnya dari Tuhan.aku meyumpah di atas perkenalan yang terjadi.sumpah aku sampai mati kau tak kan pernah hidup senang atas kesengsaraan orang lain.sumpah kau sampai MATI aku tak kan pernah lafazkan kata-kata maaf untuk celaka macam kau..aku sumpah kau kena macam mana aku kena.time tu kau tawu lah.langit tinggi atau rendah..mampuslah kau.setan.

ps:hidup jangan selalu menongkat langit.kang kena petir kau lari sembunyi bawah tanah gak..

::rindulah::

owh.owh.saya sayang kamulah.sudah sekian lama kita tidak berjumpakan??

saya tidak suka perasaan ini.bila saya sangat merindui kamu.ya.saya rindu kamu.rindu mahu berpegang tangan dengan kamu.rindu mahu bergaduh sama kamu.rindu mahu kamu menyatakan bahawa kamu menyayangi saya.rindu mahu kamu memujuk saya.rindu mahu membebel sama kamu.rindu mahu memarahi kamu bila kamu sangat nakal dan tidak mahu mendengar kata saya.rindu sama kamu sangat-sangat.

owh.adakah kamu sihat-sihat sahaja di sana??

saya sangat risau akan diri kamulah.

seperti ingin membawa kamu tinggal bersama saya.kamu pasti sukakan??yelah.saya akan dibuli dan membuli kamu.haih.sayang sangat sama ini budak.

tunku aymaan melewar tengku nasharuddin

::si nakal yang gedik.mengada-ngada.manja::

.buah hati kesayangan semua orang.

mohd ruzaidee saaluddin

::si nakal.gedik::

.ini kesayangan saya saje.

::jadual saya::

Bil	Kod Kursus	Tajuk Kursus	Set	Taraf	Status	Tkh Daftar	Jadual Waktu Format [ Hari : Waktu (Bil Jam) {Bilik Kuliah} ]
1	CCCH3163	ETIKA DAN TANGGUNGJAWAB PERNIAGAAN	2	WF	DAFTAR	28/04/2009	Rabu : 04:00 (3) {DK2FEP}
2	CCCH3213	PENGURUSAN SUMBER MANUSIA	1	WJ	DAFTAR	28/04/2009	Selasa : 08:00 (3) {DK2FEP}
3	CCCH3253	PERHUBUNGAN PERINDUSTRIAN	1	WJ	DAFTAR	06/07/2009	Khamis : 04:00 (3) {BS7.215FEP}
4	CCCH3323	PENGURUSAN OPERASI	2	WJ	DAFTAR	06/07/2009	Khamis : 08:00 (3) {BS7.219FEP}
5	CCCZ4002	LATIHAN AMALI	1	WF	DAFTAR	28/04/2009	Rujuk Fakulti : 11:00 (1) {RUJUK FAKULTI}
6	MMMP2533	PSIKOLOGI UNTUK GOLONGAN PROFESIONAL	1	WJ	DAFTAR	08/07/2009	Selasa : 04:00 (2) {DK3B301}

jadual untuk semester ini.=]

dengan kesikitan waktu yang diluangkan untuk pergi ke kelas,maka akan lebih banyak waktu yang dapat aku peruntukkan untuk sesi membuang masa bersama teman-teman, teater, bertemu janji dengan ruzaidee (kalau la dia free), tidur, menuntun wayang, dan lain-lain.yeaahuuu.bestnya.

terima kasih banyak kepada black ngan bearuang sebab susah payah tolong daftarkan subjek untuk saya.wahahaha~

ps:aku xlupa korang la.dah.jangan psiko aku lagik.

::internship program::

some pics during the intership program.lets roll~

::school of business::

unit leadership/human capital management

::berpura-pura bizi::

::class transition to ISO 9001:2008::

::class business communication for unit finance::

::class Induksi Kenaikan Pangkat::

::last day at TMTC::

::ayeen::emma::yati::

.walking.

::ros::yati::ayeen::

.with TM logo's.

::yati::ayeen::emma::ros::

.with multimedia college logo's.

::ayeen::ros::yati::

.in front of the office.

::yati::ayeen::

.at registrar unit.

::money..money..money::

::finding the money::

its time to collect all the cheque from ukm and jpa.oyeah.i like this part when it comes about money.who doesnt like money anyway aite??

went to canseleri to ask about the cheque.and end up with"urm.sorry dik,the cheque still not ready yet.we still waiting to get the signature and all this approval stuff."

urm.musnah harapan mau shopping.=(

ps: really need a quality time to rest.very exhausted with all the internship and class stuff.messy wekend for me.urghh~

::trip to ipoh::

last saturday, me.angah.pakchu.mak.kontot and lil aymaan went back to ipoh.to take a look at abah grave.here some pic that i managed to snap while their bz to clean the graveyard.

-mahmud marzuki bin rahmat-

::16 april 1953 - 27 august 2002::

semoga Allah merahmati dan menempatkan abah di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

.amin.

.aymaan keep himself bz.

.again.

.mak.

.kontot and angah.

.goodbye abah.

later on we'll be coming again to visiting you.i miss you so much.thanks for being the greatest dad in this world.it hurts us when we had to leave you.we all gonna pray for you abah.

ps:miss him damn much.=(

::farewell::

.gambar tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang telah mati.

.farewell.

::KTRians::

to all my KTRians senior who already finished their study like redziz,pejal,kak ecah and others

who i missed to list the name.congratulations and a big hug and kiss to all of you for all the advise, the memories, the laugh, the tears, the sweet time we shared together.best of luck in you guys life.special dedicated for kak ecah.dont be soooo choosy in finding your

partner in crime. haha.dak muda pon leh tahan what??

::tmtc::

hurm..what im gonna say ya??thanks to all the colleagues who give me all the stress til my best bud, encek migrain menyerang few times.thanks for bullying me.i never forget all of you and the time we had together.all the memories will remain in my mind.forever.i just hope that my pengganti will receive a better layanan.ahaha.its a guy.so please dont be naughty ya puan-puan sekalian.soon enough i will leaving you guys.take care ya.ahah.can't wait to get out from the damn hell soon..hoyeah.

to all friends which i made up here.thx a lot for being my friends.esp for rose from unitar.thx for accompany me walking down the street every morning.ehhe.gonna miss it girl.=]

ps:i wanna take a break for a while.very exhausted.sucks!