18 june 2012 - just like the other monday except today been busy since morning..here and there.just wandering around.playing busy.cheit..today i start all over again.feeling like a new staff been accepted in this office.kak liza hand me an SOP for branch operation and i felt like im taking an exam for killer subject..sitting around made me felt a bit uncomfortable.i dont like that kind of feeling and i decided to go upstairs as i asked kak liza's permission first.and she said oke.so here i am..sitting at my seat again.updating my blog using companys's pc.haha..misused the company's property.well..im kinda bored and i will die in the boredom syndrome which is will waste of my age.nahh..i will not do that.definitely not me..ehehehehe..
by the way, apart of me is happy for being transfer to ipoh..apart of me is oppose the transfering decision ive been made.oke..dear me, im not doing this for half me only..i do this for me.the future of me.im not going to sit here watch all my friends getting a better life while i dont make any action to change my life.that so unthoughtful noraini.and deep inside, i know we both know that i love myself more than anything else.
dear me.life is not goes around like you wish to.ypu have to grab any opportunity upon you.you cannot just sit back and relax and just watching the day and asked the opportunity to stop by in front of you.that's not gonna happen.not ever.you have to chase them around.beg them for choosing you and until then, you will success in your life.bear in mind noraini.
i am happy for myself.im doing a good.nope.a great decision.i hope i will turn into somebody which make my parents proud to say that" that's my girl..we proud of you kakak"
mak, i promise you.this gonna provide a better life for me.for you..i promise you.im not gonna put you in such trouble anymore.hehe.thanks for being such understanding and sporting mother to me.you're the one and only that i have right now.and i love you so much..and i love abah too.thanks for having me as a daughter.thanks for rised me up eventhought you both have to struggle.oh.demn.im crying.
and i know.you know the rest im going to say.:)
till here peeps.and have a nice monday.