in this life..we were force to make a choice.whether we like or not.we have to..just like ying and yang..good and bad..friend and enemy..revenge or forgiveness..secret or openness..whatever we do, whatever we choose,we already have a concrete reason for that.and whatever reason it is we already know that it might hurt others people especially who those being close to us.
and sometimes, we don't get what we need.and sometimes it goes beyond your expectation and control.but, whatever it is, that the fact we should face and we have to face.no matter what, we already make a decision..who we want to become..what are we..why we choose that..only we know the answer..sometimes we just think that we already decide what best for us and others but actually we dont.and we often lied to them and said that."i do this because i do care about you and i dont want you to be mad or whatsoever at me".either we realised or not, we already hurt people we love most.is it the white lie really exist or we just made them up?
but then, the only reason why all those things happen in our life, because Allah knows better than we do.He the only one who knows everything.He choose and decide what good and best for us even though we ask for something else from Him."every cloud has a silver lining"
ps:we choose to live or live to choose??