::past..present..future::

dear me..

past is past..

you can always look at the past..

but there is nothing you can do to change it..

no one will undo the past..

future is future..

you can always plan the future..

but there is nothing you can do to make it happen..

no one will..

haih..looking back my previous years..time zaman-zaman jahiliah..there is a lot a mistake ive made.sengaja or not.such a stupid mistake.which i regret for the rest of my life.sisi gelap saya yang ta bole luput sampai bila-bila.*sigh* well..everybody made a mistake.that what we call human..

read back all those message ive got.all the story made off..the song which being dedicated.really made me sad.this is not what i planned.this is not what i want..but i need this.sometime..i really need to be selfish.i will not let go things that ive got.never.ever..

im so sorry for let you down.im sorry..and i regret for what happened between us..for whats happened to you..but not exactly regret with all the thing ive got..you know what i mean here right???

all this thing is beyond my control..oke..almost feel good bout this.but still wish we can have a pillow talk.ahahha..something that can never happen i guess..owh..whateverlah..im happy right now.hope you get the same feeling too.wish you all the best in your life dear..

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

-cdt to yellowcard-

ps:aku sayang kamu..oke???